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sunday right now, 5:49,
Just finished my sister’s birthday party… which was kinda cool, saw them kids from SCAMP again, and a few of the other ones who i only know through my sister, There was
Lianne - my sister
Naomi - one of sister’s ‘best’ friends (6 out of 7 days a week)
Innis - Naomi’s bro
Julia - my sis’ long time friend since JK
Alison - sis’ friend?
Charisse - cutie ^_^ — wanted to see her older sister tho, but she was in the car *sighs* Serena is so coool!!
last but absolutely not least, Michelle!! haha another cutie who’s really kwlz

i led games.. haha pretty weird.. played
1. Gotcha (thanks Victoria for idea lol i took it from your party *innocent smile*),
2. paperball soccer (game where you blow a piece of paper to score — the glass on the table broke cause of this :s euh
3. Bum Shuffle - haha so jokes… half the time it was just running around
4. Mafia - would’ve worked if they were older and didn’t tell everyone
and yah… other than that we ate *yum*

and i’m just absolutely tired, and headachy still got lots of hwk to do… *joys* but party was fun,

Yesterday’s praty was pretty kwlz too,
Me, Cat, Char, Stephen teamed up on the Gotcha game and we got lots of ppl, and Catherine one haha! (guess what Cat? you’re special haha! ~ doubt you read this so i win~!), me and tim played chess (finally) and we had all these really random jokes about chicken greese.. and ppl peeing on my pants, and ‘bok moung’ and what not O.o haha *cheers* to immaturity!
we (cat, char, eunice, stephen and myself) got Victoria a white blouse/sweater thing, and a bracelet, hope she likes it– since shopping for them things was awfully awkward lol going to Jacob connections, and all these other places lol but meh.. shopping is cool… as awkward it might be sometimes :p

inside i guess — i feel a new sense of peace now after the whole breakup thing, like i guess its just that depth of love… dissipated… into lil bits which are still inside, just its like a thin layer of mist– past, no longer tangible… and like many other things is next to impossible to piece together : but either way.. i’m happy i still have my friendship.. even if we don’t talk that much,
kind of funny felt a bit of inside uncomfortableness at the party… — bit of hurt inside, not pain, mix of sorrow and disapointment, saw Chris.. but mehs,

God’s my love, I’m his bride, and thats how its going to be forever, whether or not i get anyone else

Wells gotta go do my hwk essay, notes, log, and what not lots and lots and lots *gulpers*
*smiles*

+oh yah Vivian, Elaineee your scarves are mine!