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Saturday now,

silence finally… after a week full of disasterous work, still got quite a bit of hwk left, and what not, emotionally quite drained and lonely… *sighs* complaisant (not complacent) showing signs of ‘histrionia’ inside just empty and wanting to belong, wanting to fit in, such lonliness, and i guess its making me act weird in a sense, doing stupid things to get ppl’s attention, and relate, immaturity, which i guess backfires and i get teh subtle shaking of the head in a hard knock ‘tsk tsk’,

Verse: Galatians 1:10
Am I now trying to win the approval of men or of God? Or am i trying to please men? if I were still trying to please men I would not be a servant of Christ.

my complaisantcy i guess is really taking a toll on me, wash of worry, drain of faith.. dry, w/ workload draining away..

Song: “Knowing You Jesus.. there is no greater thing”

At the foot of the cross.
To be admitted into His courts once again.

God breathed. life.