the volatile spirit anger.
ARGH!!
DARN IT!
so anger…
well you guessed it another bad day — another bad sunday
UGH!!!
so angry right now — like the inner monster has been again unleashed to the outside.
Promiseland (thanks Shirley)
was very very chaotic, draining energy, stress — i feel almost no love for the kids now, i feel sad / disapointed at myself, but so *ugh* can’t take it very long, anger bursts, fire, burn! *shakes fist*
after that, went out for tin yut w/ friends — then to Joe’s to watch the grudge (it wasn’t very scary just weird)
seemignly everything is good and cheery,
go to dinner w/ grandparents and all — fun, enjoyable
then car — talked about them kids, relit the fire inside, so much anger! annoyances :S (hypocritical that today’s sermon was on anger)
got home — and find my computer ON, my settigns revoked and my windows like screwed over liek what the…
CPU is taking up 100% anti-virus is off, security breach ? like agh! !
i don’t have time for this stupidity
UGH!! (hate windows hate windows)
yah guess i’m just totally overreacing — but its just guess one of those times where the last bit of anger just erupts and i wanna destroy things and what not.
sin creeps at my door.. and has already won a battle i guess (disrespect to my dad)
*sighs* so *shakes fists at self*
gotta simmer gotta find peace –
grr-splat.