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1:30 - finished - Writers Craft Reflective Essay
an extension beautified from my rant comparrison about how courses are like relationships lol
wells good nite!

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As I finally sit down after a long day, I find the house darkened as my family has gone to bed and I am the only one awake. The house is silent, except for my inconsistent typing, and the soft tunes singing from my speakers. It

wednesday a day before the last day of March break, and man why is my schedule so stacked for tonight?
I don’t even have that much work to do… argh
5:04 right now, and i gotta write.. well at least start writing a reflective essay with a point to it and i gotta leaev at 6:00-6:15 to start bussing down to Church for drama practice *aiy* pretty tight on schedule time really gotta get this write up done and memorize lines.. so hopefully tonight i’ll have some way of doing this, putting it all together.

update on camera -
new shipping addresses fixed,
Camera should be shipping friday? and hopefully i’ll get it on the sunday i come back from March break place
wells i really gotta go work

*full off ramen >.<*

In Christ Alone
Brian Littrel
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I

In Christ Alone
Brian Littrel
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I

*muses* well 3:52 right now.. its like a mere 11 hours since my last blog
kind of running on reserved energy right now and i could just lie down and fall sleep like a baby haha!

today in English class while we were talking about Brave New World again, and i was off adrift in imagination while the teacher rambled on about the same point i had written already.. and i thought.. haha school is like a social circle. let me illustrate:

Writers Craft - EWC4U - the lover
She’s like the one which I spend the most time with, the one most closest to my heart, where i can just give an outpour of my heart, my tears, and everything, and she listens quietly patiently. After i’m done my lil ramble i read and she speaks back to me, reflecting empathetically my feelings and tearing at my cries. Likewise i do that to her and stay up late (yes to the latest ours of the night) to listen and work things out w/ her

English - ENG4U - the crush
Here’s a fine young lady, whom you can say i like, she likes me as well, but thats where it ends, I don’t really find much interest, not really much of a foothold to move on.. say a mutual ‘flirty’ relationship with no real depth.

Organizational Studies - BOH4M - best friend
Here’s that best friend, who i always work hard with, the one i can talk and share about my own personal feelings and thoughts, the one who is understanding, loyal, and well rarely every upsets me.

Computer Science - ICS4M - distant close friend
now the fellow whom, i guess i neglect the much, the one time good friend, we don’t talk that much anymore but we chat, occaisionally, always reliable for old times sake but really not someone i’d readily spill my heart to for current issues, but i can if i want, good times

Calculas - MCB4U - that newer friend
Calc, ah the friend whom i haven’t fully gotten to know, but i’m constantly working hard on settling the differences, smoothening out the different arguments we have. Although she’s a bit of a stranger, i find her to be intriuging, different new, a challenge to understand, despite that, i want to get to know her — so in midst of the frustrations i keep enduring

Data Management - MDM4U - The remote acquaitence
This guy is the acquaitence I sometimes get assigned to work with, I don’t really like him but I can work fairly well at times. Even so, my relationship him isn’t the best cause well simply that he’s always pulling really stupid tircks and annoyances, so the friendship is kind of richity not really consistant at all.. but adds variety

Physics - SPH4U - long lost friend
Ah my good friend whom i neglected because of all teh other ‘relationships’ i’ve had, me and him have lots of good memories, but because of several disputes, we dont’ really talk taht much, we’re still good friends every now and the nwe go ou for a drink, but circumstances have it taht i can’t visit him as often as i’d like, but still will always be a chum

haha right now you’re probably sticking out your tongue in disgust w/ my nerdienss and i guess you very well have more than the valid reasons to, but see school is like one big world of relationships haha

and yes this is one great big simile… i don’t think i used like / as but watever metaphor simile you get the picture haha
NERD lol

well last night at 2-3ish, i decided to listen to some really weird song
Summer Nights - Grease
Summer lovin’ had me a blast - summer lovin’, happened so fast
I met a girl crazy for me - I met a boy, cute as can be
Summer days driftin’ away, to uh-oh those summer nights
Tell me more, tell me more, did you get very far?
Tell me more, tell me more, like, does he have a car?
She stood by me, she got a cramp - he went by me, got my suit damp
I saved her life, she nearly drowned - he showed up, splashing around
Summer sun, something’s begun, but uh-oh those summer nights
Tell me more, tell me more, was it love at first sight?
Tell me more, tell me more, did she put up a fight?
Took her bowlin’ in the Arcade - we went strollin’, drank lemonade
We made out under the dock - we stayed up until ten o’clock
Summer thing don’t mean a thing, but uh-oh those summer nights
Tell me more, tell me more, that you don’t got her preg
Tell me more, tell me more, cause he sounds like a drag
He got friendly, holdin’ my hand - well she got friendly, down in the sand
He was sweet, just turned eightteen - well she was good, you know what I mean
Summer heat, boy and girl meet, but uh-oh those summer nights
Tell me more, tell me more, how much dough did he spend?
Tell me more, tell me more, could she get me a friend?
It turned colder, that’s where it ends - so I told her we’d still be friends
Then we made our true love vow - wonder what she’s doin’ now
Summer dreams ripped at the seams, but oh, those summer nights
Tell me more, tell me more.

haha don’t ask — but its so funny and superficial
and brought back memories of CCSA govening 2 years ago cause we had to reword the song to have CCSA related lyrics ah the weird randomness… bla
ks - i’m gonna go sleep some then tonight Calculas - we dance!

yum — well another writers’ craft pulling a late night writing my short story thing
and something tells me its gonna somehow be NOT due.. and i’ll just be killing myself yet again.
oh wells - you can read it if you wish its on my ‘extended tab’ so just click more.

comments:
influences
- testimoney w/ a twist
- in class discussion of worst thing to do w/ prom
- open window & night sky in front of me
- consuming fire (while writing the last bit)
- extreme exhaustion

so bla - rather philosophical & semi deep piece see if you can catch the imagery / sublime meaning pretty which is kind of obvious metaphors similes galore?

enjoy and good morning
+its hasn’t been formally edited.. so pardon the grammer which may be there

“existance”
The bottle was sliding from my fingers as I stared out into the deep and dark night sky. I paid no attention till it hit the concrete floor and bounced off into the jagged rocks beneath me. With a sigh, I turned back to my melancholic state of demur, and continued to ponder my reason for existence.
It had been in grade two when I first met with my emotional bitterness and sadness. I had been a bright young eight year old kid then, having nothing to worry about except the little knots I

6:50 PM right now, the nice darling blue night sunday is outside *smiles* just hate those ugly mercury lamps which glow orangey pink — totally distorts everything.. uglyness. wells for those of you who actually read my blog / read my entry yesterday — I hope you enjoy my lil fictious lil exerpt from Writers Craft which Swirlee helped inspire me to put up :p and yes once again it fictitious but if you think it has happened… i guess it wouldn’t hurt to check your exhaust pipe before starting your car each morning.

But yah — i’ve got 3-6 hours and counting from this point to do quite a bit of homework
Group –
Organizational Studies Presentation on Group Structures (Extension from Matrix Structure) - 50% - due tuesday
Data Management Review Sheet + Contest Question - 5% - due tomorrow

Individual –
Writer’s Craft story thing - 20% - due tomorrow?
English Reading Brave New World - 100% - due tomorrow
Calculas Study - 40% - due tuesday
Compsci - study - (-3%) - due wednesday

and after taht long list of stuff to do.. i gotta kill off everything thats due tomorrow, writers / data
suckiness is - writers block as usual… whence i lack the inspiration to write something inspiring… and when i can’t do that i really don’t want to write anything, data i gotta review the last chapter cause i really don’t remember wahts going on…
and i’m totally tired and exhausted right now…

haha got home at 4 after drama practice and i just slept till 6:30, and i thought it was morning (+yah!! spring is coming still semi-daylight at 6)… utterly exhausted, but God will power me through — gotta have some quiet focussed time and get to working…

*gotta stay awake*

yikes read this…

A rural community journal reported on an incident which occurred last winter after the migration of Bank Voles (a small mouse like mammal measuring about 80 mm long) from the south. It involves a man who had dutifully taken the trash out to the garage the night before the designated pickup date. Unaware of the struggling bank vole inside which had been caught on a mousetrap that morning, the man left the bag outside, beside his car. The next morning the man started up the car and left it to warm up, while he ate breakfast with his wife inside. Moments later a loud explosion shook the house and sent debris flying everywhere. The detached garage lay in pieces still aflame, while the car was left charred black.