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after a really really rough nite last night… coughing, emotions asunder, and finally getting some sleep after 10 mL of super strength cough medicine… i woke up today feeling a bit better… didn’t cough as chornically no when i woke it was silent, so i got ready to go to school… got my uniform packed my bag and went downstairs, where i coughed and it was really deep.. and i realized my breathing has a slight wheeze to it.. and my cough is really deep into my lungs again…. *sniffles*

my parents told me to just stay home for the day… so i’m skipping school 4th day to rest, and possibly do some work gonna sleep after i blog this … since i really feel at teh end of myself — sent an email to Mr. Cockell looking for advice… i dunno what to say, except i am so overwhelm and exhausted, tearful, lost, weary.. broken, shattered… a weakened vessel, a cry of oblivion and i’m losing my will to even wield my poetic weaponary in an emotional and figurative vengence

short-sightedness — unhappiness comes from focusing on the unpretty things at the point where time touches reality.

inside as much aggravation i’m suffering, i’m cheerful, happy cause i know that whatever God has planned he will carry it out.
His blessings, he gives and takes away. And as he spares me each day — as each breath i take i love another few seconds under his grace. He is my Rock, my Salvation, my Lord. In him do i rest my head, my heart, and my soul. Forever and Ever, Praise be to my God for He is merciful! and watches over the most weakest of his sheep — me.

good night adieu