*yawns* ~
University is utterly exhausting! ahhh ~
so yes, i guess you’ve most probably noticed that i haven’t really been blogging this past while… yet many cheers to the few of you who have been faithfully coming to my site (to register 20 or 27 hits everyday) compels me to type a lil something every now and then heh..
but yah — i guess my main reason for not posting this past while was weekend i was utterly exhausted and decided to take a mental sabbatical and let my mind rest on the soft, yet squandering lifestyle of food(yummm!)/drink(non-alcoholic)/books(lots of them)/television(haha fun).
then come the last few days reality hit and there was just way way too much reading that i realized i have neglected to do lol — yes *SCREWED* rofl. but yah… as of today i’ve caught up (superficially) with what i need to do… that being i’ve read accumultively 100 or so pages… but only have notes for about 15…. haha crap :p
yeah… i really dunno, i’ve got to somehow catchup and balance everything its really getting pretty impossible — i wanted to apply for this scholarship thats due on the 15th (friday ahh) but i dunno if i can manage it — gotta give at least 2 hours to the website thing, the evening to Aletheia and every other hour to studying… and studying’s counterpart — rest/distraction/casual reading (just so i don’t burn out and die!)
so far…
Psychology has been fairly interesting except its a massive read… first chapter being ‘the history of psychology’ and the second being ’statistics or data management 12′ all over again…
Linguistics its new, fun, but a bit intimidating what w/ all that stuff about the body… not as scary thus far.. but still a bit uncomfortable haha mouth stuff :p
Visual Arts — i haven’t begun yet *gulp* gotta do that tomorrow.
South East Asia culture & society — 10 whopping chapters ahhh!
Writing - dormant and happily so 
so yeah…. tomorrow i have class around lunch time so i guess i’ll just go early and read my 10 chapters beforehand…
Thursday Evening - I’ll perhaps give myself a break
then Friday — Psych i gotta read & renote & read ahead
Weekend - Linguistics Hwk (aiya) and really get to learn everything all the lil symbols the parts of the mouth, the adjectives (labials - lips etc..) and of course throw in some of that visual arts stuff somewhere…. yikes. guess i’m not gonna bring my laptop tomororw… 
but yah — for ppl w/ cell phones & laptops - sending text msgs rox (via the web of course we’re cheap!):D
oh and went to YCCF again tonight pretty kwlz some more icebreaker games, perhaps not as ‘tuned’ as the last program, but hey things are still settling the new number of people, new committee and all of th at… i really love YCCF tho tho i’m such a fool, and immature lil child — it gives shelter, love, and home. *smiles*
i wish… i wish… i weren’t such a cloud.