wonderment.
*wonderment..*
I wake into this world with nothing but cries,
pain strikens me as I open my eyes
my first breath– that placid dead air;
eats quickly away innocence, Woe, despair.
With each passing moment, the sun swirves by.
spinning away time, years — my life; good bye.
And still… I sit here in wonderment–
For Your arms are open wide..
What can I say? What can I do?
but hold on; as life high tides..
For still you hold me close, still you draw me near
in midst of You — there is absolutely nothing to fear.
And so I wait and search for You.. for Your great sovereign will,
Your heart — Your person O Lord..
hmm… i’m not too sure what to say — different things on my mind.. a lot of speculation, second thinking of myself, wonderment.. confusion.. but mmm here’s a verse
*Ephesians 5:19-21 NKJV*
but *be filled with the Spirit*, 19 speaking to one another in *psalms* and *hymns* and *spiritual songs*, *singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord*, 20 *giving thanks always for all things to God* the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, 21 *submitting to one another in the fear of God.*
beautiful… God making manifest/revealing to me these past few days.. mm. oh the joy of singing and dancing before Him… 
*On another note — in reflection..*
*Surrender*
Marc JamesI’m giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I’m giving you my dreams, I’m laying down my rights
I’m giving up my pride for the promise of new lifeAnd I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to youI’m singing you this song, I’m waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing you the glory of your name
To know the lasting joy even sharing in your pain©2000 Vineyard Songs