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Last night was really crazy emotionally — if you read that just lots of feelings of lonliness, emptyness, brokenness, neglect, frustration and just soo desperately needing Jesus but feeling like He just wasn’t there — and its only Him — only Jesus that can fill this deep chasm in my heart…, but somehow he is out of reach? oh wretched glimpse of hell!

And yah — just praying last night, surrendering my relationship with God to Him — there is nothing I can do, so God find me! And just waking up today– felt led to read lj before spending time with daddy, which led me to read something I wrote last year and.. mmm remembering in His promises again,

Rising above my ‘feelings’ and emotions of belittlement:
Am i not daddy’s beloved child –who’s love is inseperable from? Am i not his beloved? even if i feel like a wreck, — my identity and worth — is in Him Not what I can do, or even who I am but — who I belong to!

so whatever loneliness, whatever silliness, whatever lies, whatever shattered brokenness — am I not His already?

*Romans 8:37-39 ESV*
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

*In Your Hands*
Reuben Morgan

I’m so secure
You’re here with me,
You stay the same
Your love remains,
Here in my heart.

So close I believe,
You’re holding me now
In Your hands I belong
You’ll never let me go

You gave Your life
In Your endless love
You set me free
And showed me the way
Now I am found

©1996 Reuben Morgan (Hillsongs)

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